i'm no longer waiting, i've decided there isn't any waiting to be done in this. it was in my mind, some preconceived notion that i had to wait for something to happen, before i could breathe.
nothing will happen, nothing shall. but at the same time, everything will, in due's course. they won't be momentous events, there won't be signs that'd say "please exhale, life begins now". they're just gonna happen. no flashing billboards, no celebrations (or mourning, for that matter).
life's too short to be spent waiting for milestones and landmarks, so there.
but then again, it may just be that the only reason why i felt that way was because i cared. well so now, i don't anymore.
i'm not (consciously) waiting for replies from universities, i'm not worrying what'll happen, not anymore.
when it comes, there's no stopping it. it comes in your face, like a yellow school bus with its brakes removed. take whatever comes, and suck it up.
posted by kallynn @ 12:16 AM
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